最好的结局 - Bdon 篇

今天，应该算是做了件好事。
让好兄弟和爱人见面的机会。
这位仁兄时常口硬心软，总带着微笑说“没事”
虽然只是简讯通知，出席权由他作主。
最后，他出现了。
他的出现，我心里乐滋滋的，脸带微笑。
至少我不会再有类似的机会与曾深爱的 J 会面，不可能了。
我和她，再也不是朋友。

希望这可以满足二哥的欲望。
虽然做不了情人，两人还是保持好朋友关系，不错！

唱K时有点出丑，多拜永邦的《每次都想呼喊你的名字》所赐。
没有（歌神版)，就只好选原唱，节奏完全跟不上，真丢人！

至于他提早离开，希望是节省因素。
但总算有见面吧！
希望，这步棋我没有走错！

5800XM 阻碍

已经第三次了，开始有点失望。
delay, delay & delay...
今天下午接获同样的讯息时，真恼烦！
虽然不是朋友的错，但还是想发狂。
如果是别的公司，我早就退订了。

接获短讯时，我没有马上恢复。
因为当时肯定是不理智的，因为根本不是朋友的错。
好了，约一小时后，我才恢复说“那么明天肯定吗？”
此外，还在句子的后端附上一个笑脸。
如果不这么做，朋友很容易误会我在生气吧。
换个角度，如果是我，我也会不好意思，收了$$却一拖再拖。
这种压力一定有，我不要朋友不舒服，他是我的好死党，好兄弟。

主要，我想表达的是“处事不能冲动”。
很高兴，我没有被当时的心情干扰，冷静处理事情。
很失望，大马的子民却很容易发怒，甚至搞出人命。


其实，世界的未来就赖于人们的造化。

痴心 J 对 之 non-stop writting

i love joanne yap she won't love me end end end & end i am damn sad i not sure what i really want i love her i really love her no point of doing such stupid writing here she won't be back she won't give a glance on me she will not do that she is what i call cruel cruel & cruel i hate her sometime i hate her giving me this kind of feeling or either like this i am those people who cannot put down anything including love stuff easily she is innocent perhaps she does not want anyone to have such feeling anyone will feels guilty and annoying i don't want it too but sometimes really drag me into crazy i am a ordinary human i have feelings even animal have such too i hopes to forget it but it cannot works can concluded as forever ram and memory some nights i feel like crying but i know i can't do so repeatedly i can't i can't & i can't love is blind blind blind but sucks like hell recent few night a song name leave song accompany me i can feel the passion of the song i feel with the song even the fantastic unforgettable melody is still parking in my brain psyche i love this song too much i love it thanks to my best friend and ever best friend for recognizing me the song unbelievable feeling and sensation when the music and lirics delivering to my eardrum feel like moved to another medium that consists of me and the song i love j j & j nobody else can replace this position i love u i hate u too but now currently i hate you more my life was disturbed because a mind of you such uncomfortable feelings arkkkkk i hate you much much maybe this is also my big big false why i love you what make i love you so deep when i start loving you till a mad stage and why should my heart went on you i am out of tolerate can't tolerate with this kind of feeling for many years i hate what i did in January of year 2009 i hate my friends oops my best friends laughing me for my idiot action i hate this all i want to release find a suitable space for myself what i faced currently is enough gosh in the dark night i feel lonely but fortunately i am training myself to overcome it while unfortunately your appearance will automatically occurs in my mind i want to release i should find a counselor to speak out in order to feel better life set huh huh huh i m tired i need a rest i have long journey to go and i am on my way

衰透续集 + 钱不够用

衰透续集
1）Laptop 1GB RAM spoiled
2) Phone 5300XM also spoiled
3) Bad relationship with someone
4) Seminar postponed, schedule disturbed
5) Insomnia in the night


钱不够用

1) RM50 for Hypnotherapy seminar
2) RM75 for Streamyx deposit
3) RM900 for 5800XM
4) RM100 for 1GB RAM
5) RM150 for repairing 5300XM

Thanks Yan Kit for assisting me figure out the problem.

Siu Him, when you back?
I need someone to talk, especially late night!
Just gossip whatever.